Anonymous asked:If it is you making the suicide posts, and all evidence says it is, please stop. You can be tracked through your IP, help will come. People care about you and want you to be happy and healthy. Think of the people who love you that you'll hurt.
Funny how people pegged me with this.
It wasn’t me, I regret anyone thinking it was, and I apologize (Though they’ll likely never see it) to anyone woken up last night by the police.
I WAS visited also, but the conversation I had with the officer was short. They where in contact with a friend of mine, and while I was visibly upset, she was on the phone with him and he deemed me “okay” and let me go back to bed.
However he did not mention a thing about the post, or anything about IP’s, plus, I post from several IP’s and my address is only known by ONE person, and that person is not Slash (he likely has my old addresses from paypal transactions but I am NOT living at those places anymore). In fact the officer found me via my mail forward address, and I got to hear that he had to call off 2 other cars going to old addresses of mine.
While I appreciate the concern being tossed at me, I am a hermit, I am not social, and I would not post something like that if I did plan to harm myself.
Based on what I’ve read on AU since I woke up, thier IP tracking was tracking ANYONE looking at the blog, or posting to it, and I did make a post (I won’t claim what one, but it was before the suicidal note) so I’m sure my IP was mixed in there with everyone else bombarding them.
Sadly the only person out there that loves me, was the one on the phone with that cop. You don’t know my personal life, and never will, because I am a private person. All I will say, is I hope whoever posted that note is safe and well still.
I myself, will not be on tumblr after I finish up some posts here. I can’t stand the vileness that gets posted here, and I no longer wish to be part of the ‘Ay Tumbr” community because of it.
While I was on the phone with the cops, I had numerous people talking with me on skype and on Aywas… a lot of people were concerned for you sweetie, even if your not true friends with them… they were worried. I was freaking out, and I still am. You will always be one of my absolute best friends, you are my sister, and you are always welcome at my home.
I still hold up my offer.. I know RL is hard for you with the people around you, and I will always welcome you here with me and my family.. I really do hope to hear from you soon.. I miss you, and I love you.. I hope you see this..